We started on a section of the world far and beyond today. But as soon as we found the information required we were startled. There is a difference in the possibilities available at such positions. What does one choose when all is riding on such thoughts? People expect too much from individuals in this fast past world going in endless motions. What exactly do we accomplish everyday by paying our taxes and our bosses ego. Is this what our fathers wanted for us, is this what our father wanted for us. Are you content living in your endless circle.

Green eyed and passed over, the lights go out on todays frontrunner. Why? you may ask? Because things happen for a reason….|Green eyed and passed over, the lights go out on todays frontrunner. Why? you may ask? Because things happen for a reason. The right is clear with 20/20 vision while the left has just enough blur to cause head distress. Fading out with this passion my eyes cry once more. Every moment passed causes my temple to grow wet… The thoughts of my path to the end seems so far and gone. Being 24 isnt a gift they say. Beginning of the end or just maybe the beginning of something.

psy·cho·path·ic ( P )
adj.
Of, relating to, or characterized by psychopathy.
Relating to or affected with an antisocial personality disorder.

Shy away phantoms. My frenzied neighbors, 1 2 16 76. I am not terrified of you all but i do find it amusing. Sometimes crowded but moreover tensioned. Some may wonder how this sorta thing happens. I simply explain how life interupted with tragedy causing extended pain results in social and memory loss. Creating quite possibly life altering behaviors.

ma·ni·a·cal ( P )
adj.
Suggestive of or afflicted with insanity: a maniacal frenzy.
Characterized by excessive enthusiasm or excitement: a maniacal interest in an act.

Disconnect and view the obvious. Crazy and blurred we focus on the future. Only to have the past ignite the lovely wonders that are life. Spontanious decisions may be deemed hastey at the time, yet prove to offer answers not seen originally. Why do we strive for perfection for our wonderous fast paced world when we can strive for less in much fewer years. To be prepared to call upon all our skills at any moment only to fail anyways seems to be a miss.

de·ment ( P )
To make (a person) insane.
To cause (a person) to lose intellectual capacity.

Focusing the lights in the corner of my wet eyed socket i see the worm. It appears to be dead and segmented but i swear its alive. I swear i heard it once before mention the light of day is to bright. How the flowers and trees disrespect the very essence of existenz. Sadness sets in as i understand the 16th call is not true. For these illusions dont apply to my mind. Theya re but a difference in opinions and thought.

in·sane ( P )
adj.

Of, exhibiting, or afflicted with insanity.
Characteristic of or associated with persons afflicted with insanity: an insane laugh; insane babbling.
Intended for use by such persons: an insane asylum.
Immoderate; wild: insane jealousy.
Very foolish; absurd: took insane risks behind the wheel.

I am here dear. are you listening, i cry daily in these padded walls for your answer for your voice. Rabble paid daily in my head in my eyes in my gymnasium. Pain, truth and life are just trivial at this point. You are dead and so am I. I suffer hell in death while you are hell in life.

Painting done in San Diego for Juliette. Not sure if she likes it or not… But i do!

Artwork inspired by a breakup. This was one way I released the tension and anger.

Fragmented Art created in the style of my Release work

Digital Art created in college.. never finished.

Poster created for my creativecollectiveminds.com site.

Digital Art from my Lasadorian.com creative site.